Parshat V’Zot HaBracha outlines Moshe Rabeinu’s blessing of the twelve tribes and his subsequent death on Mount Nebo at 120 years old. Each blessing received by the tribes defined their roles as they were about to enter the Land of Israel. Afterward, Moshe ascended the mountain, where he was able to see the Land of Israel: “And the Lord showed him all the Land … And the Lord said to him, ‘This is the Land I swore to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, saying, ‘I will give it to your offspring.’ I have let you see it with your eyes, but you shall not cross over there.” (Deuteronomy 34: 1–4).
While reading this parsha, I wondered whether it was difficult for Moshe to wholeheartedly bless Bnei Yisrael without resentment, as he knew he would not get to enter the land alongside them. I find it difficult to fathom how I could push aside something that was so important to me for the sake of others. At times, while people close to us are advancing, we may feel as if we’re missing out. Such situations can create feelings of resentment, which may result in us being less kind. It can be challenging to set aside these feelings with grace.
I can recall times when I felt as if elevating someone else meant that I had achieved a “less—than” status. While involved in theatre during high school, at times I didn’t receive the part I desired. In such situations, I wasn’t always as altruistic as I could have been. As much as I always wished the best for my friends, classmates, and castmates, I will admit that at times I put my own feelings first. Still today, I find it difficult to be happy for others when I feel as if I’m missing out. Therefore, when I read about Moshe freely and so joyfully blessing Bnei Yisrael as they embarked on the journey of his dreams, I was quite moved.
Moshe embodied true humility and selflessness. He dedicated his life to serving Hashem and always shared unconditionally. May we all merit to epitomize such holiness.
Leah Bogatie
Student, Guelph Hillel